It’s so shit waking up in the morning with not a single reason to get out of bed. All I seem to be doing at the moment is getting wasted and partying because it gives me some temporary relief from the boring and depressing situation that is my life. I want to actually look forward to the future instead of constantly dreading it and wondering what I’m going to fuck up next. But I don’t know how to achieve it. It doesn’t help that I have literally no motivation, concentration or energy to do anything productive either.